看透

从来没有人那么了解我。

你说你问了自己这个问题，
11年的差距恋爱，行得通吗？
你答了自己：可以的。

我是不懂你是哪条经不对劲，才会看上一个黄毛小子。

同样的问题，我也问了自己，
11年的隔阂，会不会成为我们的代沟？
我们会为此附上哪些代价？
我也答了自己：我要你，哪怕有什么外来因素。

> You know dear? there is somethings that i concern about you.
>> Wat?
> Your Maturity
>> If you made this as your concern, then you better don't take risk on this.
> Actually i saw your Maturity in this relationship.
>> （暗爽）
> but i also realized some of your weakness, you are very insecure with me, right?
>> yes?
> Ya, you are insecure that i not giving much of care/love with you, you are worry that i hving affair with others, you are insecure if i ignoring you, you are worry that i can't read the mind of you, you force yourself to adapt with others lifestyle. You should not put so much pressure on this, you know?
>> 我静静地，躺在那，眼泪不停地流下来，不受控制的...
> Are you ok? Dear?
>> Ya, i am fine, I love you...

第一次，那么赤裸裸地被另一个人，
看透一切。